Tuesday, September 13, 2011

My Sexual Needs.....Questioned

I am in my late 20s,married, and craving more sexually. Its not that my significant other does not satisfy me...that's not the case at all. I always knew I was attracted to women as much as men, but knew I was more sexually interested in men.What can I say... a cock, is a cock, is a cock. No Toy will satisfy me a way a man does. But I still craved a touch of a women.
 I was/am in a committed relationship, so it wasn't like I was going to up and leave and find a new lover. And my feelings did not end sexually with just wanting to be with another woman. I wanted to experience my significant other, with another woman. At first I didnt know if this meant I only wanted to have a threesome. I thought about it for a long time, and talked about it openly with my significant other. I wanted to make sure if he felt the same way I did. When I told him, he was very intrigued by the idea. I wanted him to know that he would not feel left out at all. His first concern was if I wanted this for him...or myself. For the longest time I really think he thought I was only doing it for him. He couldn't believe or understand how I was okay with sharing him with another woman.
I really didnt think about Jealousy at all. I actually got turned on by the idea of him with another woman. Either being there watching, participating, or hearing about it later. I really had to question, was it that I wanted a hook up once with another female for a one or two time threesome action... or was it that I wanted us to commit ourselves to an open relationship. We decided to talk about it for another year. In that year we talked about many ideas, reasons not to do it, what exactly both of us wanted... fantasies etc. 

I hope in this Blog, I am able to get more information and experiences from others.
Share my ongoing bisexual relationship ...
I want to know the issues and problems you felt going into an open relationship...
threesomes, foursomes, orgies...etc.
And I hope along the way I can help you to with some insight to what is going on with us and our wonderful experiences with women

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