Oh La La.....

Hey Followers.....

I just received news that one of my followers has gotten me a precious 

gift for Christmas...

I am excited to receive it soon!!!!

Thanks T.A.!!!!

Photos of Gifts after Xmas....

Maybe a coupe of photos of me wearing it too........

Its Christmas Time!!! Wanna Spoil Me?!?! Who knows... I might Show Off A Little

Hey Followers... If you want to get on my reeeeallllly good side.... You could give me something to write about.... YOU!!!!!   Im looking forward to writing all about my followers this year and all the things they spoiled me with!!!! I would love to show it off to you and all... Mostly up close... private shots.... but all very personal...  ;-)

Take a Look at My Wish list on Amazon.com!!!!   MY AMAZON WISH LIST!!!

Everything from DVDs, Towels, Decoration, Bedding, Pillows, Clothes, Jewelry, and of course... sexy time wear and toys!

Hollywood Strip Clubs...

When I got to legal "Strip Club" Age... I begged friends to go with me, but alas, no girl friends wanted to go with me, nor did they want their boyfriends and I going. Lame. 

So I waited a couple more years until I was 21. I went to a Male Strip club with a bunch of girl friends. It was an interesting experience, but sadly there were only a couple good looking guys stripping... and the whole time I was curious which ones were Gay. I guess its the same for guys... You KNOW those girls aren't REALLY into you... they just want your money. So.. it made no difference to me if they were Gay. I was still enjoying the show. Haha...

If you are curious which place I went to though...

LA BARES DALLAS

I remember walking in at the young age of 21/22... My girl friends had been before, and I never quite thought watching a guy would be as hot as watching a Woman. I sat at the table watching everyone's purses. It was a bit awkward. My friend gave me a couple dollars and I walked up to this tall ethnically mixed guy with a 6 pack and placed the cash in his tight shorts. He grabbed my head and proceeded to push it into his junk. It made me giggle and I sat down. About an hour later, I was paying him $25 for my first lap dance. 

He took me to the back area and sat me down. I was wearing a jean skirt, which he pulled up a little so I could spread my legs... He was ALLLLLL up on me. Touching my boobs and biting me. He placed my hands down his pants... and yes I did feel nuts. hahaha
I did go back  a couple more times with a couple girlfriends...but nothing was like the first time. I dont know how I feel about men dancing around. It wasnt too "sexy" the 2nd time around. I would prefer to see a girl strip and dance than a man any day.

The second strip club I was introduced to was "The Seventh Veil" in Los Angeles. It is famous for inspiring the song "Girls Girls Girls" by Motley Crue. I believe the video was also shot there too. The women there were AMAZINGLY Beautiful!!! I mean... high class sexy women. And all types of women as well.

***I will give an insider tip to you though.Go to Crazy Girls on La Brea and Sunset Blvd that is walking distance from The Seventh Veil... Its a Bikini Club... but .... If you go in there during happy hour.. you can get a few good drinks in (cause there is no alcohol at Seventh Veil).. watch some girls dance.. and thats it. When you leave, drive to Seventh Veil and park in their FREE parking. When you go inside, cover will be 1/2 off with proof that you went to the bikini bar. ( by a stamp on your hand)  ***

Once I got inside, I sat there with my guy enjoying the view... I got a lot of attention. One girl asked if my boobs were real. I was like, "ummm yes", and she grabbed them. Im sure a lot of guys in the club loved that. Actually... every stripper grabbed my boobs. My guy went off and got a private dance from the stripper of his choosing for 3 songs worth of time which cost $40 plus tip ..so... $60.   He came out and asked if I wanted one, but I told him I wanted to wait. About a 1/2 hour later he was off with another girl in the back for another 3x songs. She was blonde... about my size but her chest was def. bigger than a D Cup. All of a sudden she tapped me and asked me to follow her. I didnt see him but I followed her to the back. He had paid for me to have a lap dance from her and for him to watch. It was pretty hot. At first I didnt know I was allowed to touch. One song into the dance she grabbed my hands and placed them on me. She pulled out my breasts from my shirt and began sucking on my nipples. She said I was really cute and that my guy was lucky. She then put her chest in my face and I licked her nipples. AHH!!!! I felt weird and horny and silly all at the same time. But I liked it. My guy ended up coming over and we got a lap dance together from her. He put his hands down my skirt and began fingering me while she was rubbing her breasts in his face... She was grabbing my boobs at the same time. I put my hand down his pants and took out his cock. I began rubbing it and so did she....
After that... We went home and screwed for about 2 hours...

The second our friend heard about this we knew we wanted to take him there. He is serving in the military, so he was on leave visiting us. We took him and this sweet Russian girl came over and sat on his lap. I think he was sitting there for about 15 minutes before he went to the back with her. He was gone for 40minutes. When he came back, he was very happy to say the least. And he had forgotten to zip up his pants... He wouldnt tell me what happened, but he did say she made sure he enjoyed himself... ;-) ;-) so... I think she made him get off... How that was done... a hand job or by mouth... who knows..But she was hot, and good for him for putting her through college. hehehehhee

During this time however... my guy wen off a couple times for a couple dances...
I would sit there, all alone inside one of the best strip clubs in LA... all the girls were all over me and all the guys in there wanted to say hi to me.. Like I was looking to meet a guy. HA! The second my two guys would come over, the guys in the club would stop talking to me. HAha... it was a little funny. I mean, I kind of thought to myself.. Really?... Do you think girls come to strip clubs to get picked up by guys??? Really? Hahahhahahahahaaaaa
Well... I mean, I wouldnt mind meeting a girl there too.. but its not going to happen. lol

If You Are Ever In The Los Angeles Area and Wanting to Go To A Strip Club... Go to Seventh Veil. And go to Crazy Girls first, 1/2 off cover at 7th if you do!!!
And hit me up to know... you never know. I might just show up too...
hehehehehe

What Do you Think About During Sex? Ever Distracted?

You Can Follow this Awesome Youtuber At

JennaMarbles?

Hustler in Hollywood......

My Guy and I went out after work last week to Hustler in Hollywood. Its actually in West Hollywood, but who really cares about that. ;-) I remember the first time I went into Hustler. I was about 22/23yrs old. I had been in other "sex stores" but this one was a shock to me. I never saw so many choices... You might have even seen it already in your favorite shows...

This is at the back of the store.... Right on the left side of the picture is where my first vibrator came from... Awwww memories. hahaha 

My First Vibrator...

Of course in the Video they can not show all their toys, but I love how there is someone VERY knowledgeable of how the toys etc work.. Guys and Girls alike. I do enjoy dressing up and decided to get a cute semi school girl uniform to wear for that night...the only thing missing honestly was the shirt.

They told me if I came back closer to Xmas... they might throw in "extra" gifts in the bag...

Guess I will be going back before I take off on Vacation.

Gotta Love the Mesh See Through Panties!

See a Pattern? Lots of White....

Thats...right.... Connected to my Awesome Panties...

Wonder what it looks like with no Shirt?

Hehehehe.... I made sure the suspenders covered my nipples correctly...

When I came walking out... my guy already had a couple movies in the DVD player...

He knows me so well... I put on a little stripper style dance over him...

He put his hands all over my body and treated me like his personal play toy, which I love.

He didn't Undress me very much... but eventually the panties did come off...

He started to kiss my shaved pussy but then asked me to turn over and stick my ass up in the air... He started to kiss my legs and worked up to my ass... then he pushed my head on the bed so my ass would stick up high... He loves me like this cause he can see everything, he says. He began to lick my pussy and spread my cheeks... He licked in places I normally do not like... but this time... I was feeling it. I didnt know how to respond.. I liked it, but at the same time I didnt want to admit I liked it. LOL! Oh well... I know I am a freak... better to admit to it I guess. ;-)

My Wish List

I would like to become more involved with my Followers..... If you Buy something for me to wear... I will take photos and post it here within a day. I of course have started a Wish List On Amazon.com   

If You want to take a Look... here is the Link: http://amzn.com/w/1PASEQ5VWHG0G

And here are some things on it....   ;-)

Do Women Enjoy Watching Male Masturbation As Much as Men Enjoy Watching Women Masturbate?

Since I am pretty anonymous on here I do not feel weird sharing that watching a man stroke a hard cock is the biggest turn on for me. It makes my pussy get wet faster than anything else visually. I do not mind watching a man play with toys either... even though, I am not the biggest fan of toys being performed on me. I love Vibrators ... but any type of toy with insertion ... is not my cup of tea. I would like it to be, and I am currently working on being more comfortable with that. That again goes with my Vaginismus issues. ( if you do not know what I am talking about, please read a couple posts back )
I do not have issues with "FleshLights" or Silicone Toys... but... DOLLS.... like... full dolls... I do have issues with. Not that I think someone is super weird for using it or something... its just not my cup of tea. But Male Masturbation Toys in General I think are Amazing. 

I am curious though... Do other women find this attractive? Or do you find it weird? Everyone masturbates.... The one thing I am thrown by though is.... Are most men who post masturbation videos/pics Gay? I have a feeling they are.....  But Who Knows?  I also enjoy a man who knows how to properly take care of his cock... Exercises and all... How do you feel about Penis Pumps?

Personally for me... I enjoy watching a sexy video emailed to me..... I would love to get one every morning... I think it would be a great way to start my day.. also something to get me in the mood before my morning shower... ;-) ;-)

I would like to hear thoughts from Guys and Girls....

My question to guys is... Why do you enjoy filming yourself? Is it purely to have others watch, or do you like the thought of others masturbating to you?  And how do you feel knowing a Gay Man ( meaning you are not gay already ) is watching you? Does this bother you?

And my question mostly to women is...  Why do you like watching. Is it that you feel like they are performing for you? Do you just like the simple act of a hand job? And... is it different for you to watch a straight man jerk off compared to a gay man?

Im Still Thrown By Sasha Grey In The News

This morning, Sasha Grey was on the show , "The View", on ABC. Here is a clip of what she stated on the show.

After reading some comments... I do think the parents should have known. That is really the only thing that makes me feel uncomfortable about a Porn Star reading to kids...

But a good point was brought up... 

Would many of you care more if it was Ron Jeremy?

I think I would. 

But I still applaud Sasha Grey for trying to change the image of porn stars.

Body Tension

When I was a teenager, I never knew I had Vaginismus. I just knew I didnt want others touching me "down there". I never enjoyed the touch of others ''down there'' etc. I also did not feel comfortable with my body. I think a lot of it came from how I was raised....

Mostly I was in a home where Culture and Religion mattered. What Community thought, mattered. Thankfully now that I am in my 20s, married off etc.... None of this really matters in my family anymore...

But back to what this post is really about...

When I started becoming more sexual and opening up... having oral sex performed on me made me nervous. It didnt matter how groomed/cleaned I was. I always thought too much during the process which made me become tense.... That or it was TOOOO Intense.

I am wondering if there are other women out there who get an intense feeling from oral sex.. something that almost makes them jump...

I enjoy Oral Sex once I relax and get into it... but sometimes it can be a struggle...

Never really been an issue during threesomes etc... I think because my mind is so focused on whats going on... hehehehe... BOOBS! 

I am curious... Does anyone else suffer from Body Tension?

I usually use some little green substances  that are legal in LA to relax...

But I am just curious of others experiences with Sex and Body Tension.

Sasha Grey in The News

ATTENTION!!!!!!  

A PORN STAR DOES SOMETHING GOOD AND IS  CRITICIZED

Now I understand some of you have children, but seriously... do you think they know who Sasha Grey is in the 1st-2nd Grade. And good for her for stepping away from Porn and trying to branch out and do more... not just career wise.

What do you think?

Who is Your Favorite Porn Star?

I have a hard time figuring out who I enjoy more, because most either get annoying after a bit or change their look so much, that you can not find them attractive anymore...

Prime Example ... Jesse Jane.
I used to LOVE her... but then she got plastic surgery and started talking different the more she became popular. I find her annoying now and I cant watch any porn she is in. She is a turn off for me.... Oh yes... and she is an OVER ACTOR!!!!  Be real Jesse... come on.

People who Over Act in Porn are just distractions for me.... 

Now... Someone I can enjoy watching who never gets boring or annoying is Sacha Grey

I think she is honest, she doesnt overact, nor does it come off as fake. My only issue with her, is her chest. I know thats horrible of me... but I prefer a larger chest... but other than that, she is perfect. In fact, I wouldnt want to change her chest... She would look weird...

But for right now... I dont have a "Favorite". I used to like Tera Patrick, but she is old now and doesnt do porn... so I can only say that based off her past. I do like Gianna Michaels though!  She is a mix between Sasha Grey and Tera Patrick... in the sense that she has HUGE boobies (yay) and her acting is not Fake.

Who are your favorite Porn Actresses? 

Does Porn Matter?

I am curious how many women on here enjoy porn.

They make porn for men mostly.... but I enjoy porn too as a woman...a lot. Is it normal wanting to watch some hot bitch get rammed at least once a day? Hehehe.... Especially if it helps get in the mood... I find porn to be fine within boundaries,just like everything in life. If you find yourself sitting in front of your tv or computer for 4 hours only looking at porn and consecutively trying to get off... I think you might have an issue... or be lonely. BUT... I find porn and masturbation to be fine.. and they mix well. ;-)

What exactly turns you on the most? 

Do you like having it on in the background during sex? 

Would you ever have it on during a threesome?

Do you enjoy Reality more or do you prefer Porn with condoms & bad acting?

These are the things I enjoy watching... these are the things that get me wet... 

Enjoy

I would love to hear from people who have opinions about porn in general or people who like using porn as background noise during sex...

How Comfortable Are You With Adding Others Joining?

I personally would like to try to explore with a couple. I like being with a girl... and I love sharing my guy, but I will admit... It would be a lot more fun flirting with another guy or at least having a guy eat me out while I enjoy watching my guy. Sometimes I leave the room for a moment while he's fucking another girl. I am either tired and not stimulated enough and take a break... or I let them have their fun. If there was another guy involved... I can see myself staying more active during play.

But... I know my guy is not open to another guy joining in. I would like someone I can trust... someone who is okay with my guy being there and also someone I can handle as well and who is aware of my "tight pussy" condition.  I don't necessarily want a stranger in my bed. I want someone I and my partner can trust as well....

Here's the thing though... How do I convince my significant other that I want to have sex/oral sex with another man but it has nothing to do with him or his abilities etc... I just would like to experience what he is a bit... I mean... Ive let him sleep with 3 other women since starting this. And at least 4x without me being a part of any of it.... in the middle of a work day while I am at work...

I know I am definitely the "freakier" one out of the two of us... so this is why I am questionable to how I can get him to be more open etc... He has stated that he might be okay one day with another guy but he hasso many rules on top of that..  like, no kissing... REALLY!??!... Or.. I cant give Oral to another guy... Thats my favorite.. I would looove to have a threesome where I go down on a huge Cock and he fucks me from behind.... that is my ultimate MFM Threesome scenario.  

Any suggestions on how to be open and have a conversation about this with a male in the couple....
How to talk about MFFM and MFM

Are you ever too Sleepy?

I find it hard sometimes to have sex in the middle of the week... but this also scares me. I am in my mid 20s and too tired. I dont have children, but I do have two dogs...so.. but by the time I get home from work... make a yummy dinner for both of us, wash the dishes, clean up... etc... Im a little tired... I tend to find myself in a shower with a vibrator to wake myself up and get me in the mood... sometimes I actually get off, which is a big no no... I want to be able to please him..and if I get off, and im tired already... Im only going to pass out...

Is this a common issue for people? I am assuming it is.... too tired from working all day to actually get involved in the act of fucking.... I dont mind laying there and getting eaten out... but... I like to be in charge and really take charge in sex... I try to show him up basically ... hahaha....

If you have any suggestions in staying awake after work.... let me know.  ;-)
Maybe its just the weather... it has been gloomy lately... that usually makes me a sleepy bear... ;-)

Just one of many....

I want to come home after work on day...walk down my drive way and past my annoying rude lesbian/couple neighbors who happen to share our bedroom wall with us. Open the white picket fence gate that leads to my garden of vegetables and flowers, pass those and walk up the 4 steps to my front door.When I approach the front door, hear muffled noises inside. As I put my key in the lock I realize the noise I am hearing is of a girl ... As I open the door and peek my head into the dark room, I realize no one is there to greet me... not even my doggies, who sound to be locked up in the bathroom from their barks. As I struggle to find a light, I realize that the muffled noise is coming from the bedroom and its only gotten louder since entering the home. It sounded like it would be coming from the bedroom.  I turn on the light. I notice a black leather purse with silver lining sitting on the side table where I usually put my purse at. I place my purse on the floor next to the table instead. I put my computer bag down as well. I take off my hot pink high heels, which I bought off of Venice Beach, and tip toe to the bedroom, so no one hears me. As I get close to the bedroom, I notice that the door is cracked open... I peek through and notice something wild taking place on the bed that me and my guy share.

I notice a hot brunette riding my guy... her legs on either side of him... her arms stretched out in front of her, her hands pressed up against the wall for balance... her pussy wet and rocking back and forth on his throbbing hot cock. Her moans were only louder now, now that I was watching her fuck him from outside the door. I dont think they heard me approaching. I slightly open the door a little more for a better view. Just as I was doing that.. she leaned down and shoved her huge tits in his face. Squeezing them together on his face, as his body enjoyed hers. His hands were tightly holding on to her ass... his fingers slightly touching her ass hole... grabbing her ass tightly. I can see his cock sticking out of her tight little pussy at this angle...as she moves up and down on it... her chest hanging in front of his face and her hands pressed against the wall, using it this time as leverage... She moved up and down.. each time coming down and staying there, moving back and forth before moving up again... really making sure it gets in deep...

As I watch all this, I notice that I am getting wet and feeling the urge to join in. I walk away from the door and  go into the other room, where I begin to disrobe.... All I would be wearing on my size 8 waist were cream colored white lace panties...

I walk over to the bedroom...I see they have switched positions now and he is having his fun...
I enter the room, he turns his head to look at the door... to his surprise... it is me, standing nearly nude.

I walk over to the Cali. King size bed, which has blankets tossed everywhere on it. I climb on top and start kissing him, this whole time, his cock is still deep inside of her, not moving..I whisper, "keep going", as I lay down beside her... I reach over and place my hands on her chest and begin to play with her nipples... I lick them a little at first...my pink and white french fake nails flick her nipple a little, at which time they become increasingly harder... I begin licking and sucking on her now... reaching down and playing with her pussy while my Guy pleases her from the inside. Her head cocked back from enjoyment. My guy pulls her down a little and moves me on top of her... He slowly sticks it back in her... I lean down and kiss her while he fucks her.... getting my pussy wetter and wetter.. I begin to start dripping... As he slams it into her, he spanks me... I can feel how hard he is fucking her, he pushes against me with every thrust... He pulls out of her, takes off his condom and slowly slips his bulging hard cock into my tight vagina... I push up a little... now my breasts are hanging over her face... She pushes them together and begins to try to suck on both at the same time.... rubbing her hands all over me....My pussy is against hers, she can feel his cock going in me....and out... We both begin to moan as he started fingering her at the same exact pace as he is fucking my tight little pussy...

 As we both get tight and explode all over him, he pulls out of me and starts motioning us to turn around... we both sit up and face him... just as he explodes all over her face and chest... "NO FAIR! I didnt get any".. I exclaimed... He giggles and tells me to lick it off her... I slam her down on the bed, where I begin to lick off the hot wet cum off her little nipples... During this time, he has started to clean off... the sight of my ass sticking up in the air and me licking off cum from her breast turned him on too much and he had to begin fucking my ass again... This time he said... it was all about us...

As soon as she was all cleaned up, I told him to lay down... I got back on it and started to  ride him.... I told her to sit on his face and face me.... which she did with delight... We began making out and feeling up on her other, while our pussies were being taken care of... Our breasts pushed against each others.... until we both came...........

;-)

Living with a Sexual Condition

When I was in my late teens, I lost my virginity with someone around my age and someone I knew I loved and cared about very much. Its not an experience I regret. It was a magical time for me. I was young and in love. It was also something new and exciting.

I never had intercourse, let alone anything else inserted in me. I was always very shy with any type of insertion. It didnt matter what kind. I never performed masturbation on myself. I didnt understand how poking yourself felt good. To me, it hurt. I hated using tampons as well. All my girl friends would tease me for wearing pads. They would say how Tampons were so much better and how they could go swimming... but when I tried them, it felt as though someone was sticking an empty roll of toilet paper in me... or a sharpie. And I would only try to use the small pocket tampons. I never understood how women could use the cardboard ones, and do it so easily.

It was only after marriage and MANY sexual partners in life that I realized that I had an issue. I went and saw my Gynecologist to get my regular Pap Smear. Nothing extreme... just a normal check up. I dreaded these.... I knew each time it would be painful and I would cry. No other doctor ever said there was something  wrong with me... They would just tell me to relax, this time however...she stopped. She told me that she could not perform the rest of the exam... She said my body was not allowing it and that I would have to come back another time after I had time to calm my body down. I never had a doctor stop an exam before, even if I was in pain. They would go thru it, or make it super fast. She really did not want to hurt me, as a patient I respected that a lot.

She began to ask me questions, like, "Have you ever been raped or molested as a child"... of course the answer was no. "Have you ever had issues with you sexuality"... now... knowing I was bi-curious I told the doctor how I considered myself a bisexual... even though at the time I had never had any sexual experience with a girl. After a couple more questions she told me,

"I think you might have Vaginismus"

WHAT IS THAT????????

I had never heard about this in my life before.

"Vaginismus is a condition where there is involuntary tightness of the vagina during attempted intercourse. The tightness is actually caused by involuntary contractions of the pelvic floor muscles surrounding the vagina. The woman does not directly control or 'will' the tightness to occur; it is an involuntary pelvic response. She may not even have any awareness that the muscle response is causing the tightness or penetration problem."

 http://www.vaginismus.com

When she explained this all to me, everything started to make sense. I enjoyed sex, I loved being sexual, but had a hard time during foreplay and "getting it in", so to speak. It would always hurt. Guys would be like... "let me eat you out to make you wet"... I always thought..."If I am dry now...what makes you think your mouth can do anything"

I always felt as though I was giving up my virginity every time I had sex...

When I finally started to watch the HBO show "True Blood", the character Jessica would always say how she was a reborn virgin every time... Her hymen would break and heal... Thats almost how I feel.

I know... a little corny, but this is how I feel....
It's been about 2 years now since I have found out. I started therapy...
Yes... Therapy for my "Virgine"!!!
I started with a Dilator, and then worked on techniques with my therapist to learn how to calm my body.  
I never knew how stiff I could get. Since then... I started also working with my significant other to become more comfortable with my body. If you have read the other posts, you can tell... Ive become very open.
In fact, exploring my sexuality has helped me a lot. Im more confident, I relax easier, and I am constantly stimulated when sharing my significant other. Maybe this is also why I enjoy sharing him. But no new sexual feelings came from this mind you. I always knew I was bi-curious.....


And No.. this is not a Disease... this is a condition...
Just like if you had a Knee Condition ...i.e. a joint condition...
Or if you had a skin condition...
It's not contagious and I encourage you to read more at the website above.
Especially as a woman.


I would love to hear your thoughts on this subject.

 

Some of my Favorite Positions

Am I Ready for an Open Relationship?

Since we had the threesome, it really let us know what we were honestly realistically comfortable with. I knew I was comfortable with him being with another woman... and this showed him how comfortable I was. What next presented itself was... was I comfortable with him being with another woman when I was not around. This I believed I was okay with, but really didnt know how I would feel once it happened.
One Morning he said he was invited over to a "new friend's" place to have an "afternoon delight". He kept asking if I was okay with it. I said yes... to make it kinkier I asked him to send me a photo if she allowed... something to tease me while I was at work and couldn't do anything about it. This was the biggest turn on for me... knowing he was first having fun in the middle of the day excited me. Then seeing a photo of him having fun really got me turned on. He later told me how tight she was and how it was nice having sex with a younger girl, who he could flip around easily. He said he really liked her young lips around his cock sucking up everything.

 Afterwards, he began chatting with her through texts and chats online. She even did a little strip show for him over the webcam one day, of which he enjoyed very much. He felt lucky to have a girl on the side and with me to be okay with it. But this did present an issue.... 

How much communication and outside the bedroom relationship should be allowed? I felt fine if I was there, but I didnt want him to turn a bedroom relationship into something with feelings on either parties part. There needed to be a line drawn. Before anything happened, I let him know this shouldnt be an everyday or every week thing. He shouldnt feel like he should be doing this every day. This way we can achieve our goals without any tension or feelings hurt. Because out of everything, we are a couple with the same goal... and in the end, it will be us. 

I enjoy having an open marriage with other women only. I would love to have an open marriage with another man as well down the line, but I do not think my significant other would be as open to that. He knows I am bisexual and is okay with sharing me with another woman, but bringing another man into the relationship is hard for him. He has so many rules. One being, no oral sex given to the male. This is hard for me, because this is what I enjoy doing the most. I would love to have a threesome with another man and my significant other but I know this will never happen. I am tempted to get a strap on... this way, one of my "girlfriends" can use it on me. Maybe if he sees me being fucked by another person while I give him head or something might intrigue him. HAHA... Women in general are so sneaky. I dont mean to be... he's stated he wants to be fair with me and one day have a threesome with another guy or a foursome... but I know he needs more time with that idea. I think this will just help in the long run.

But for now... I think I am okay with an open marriage, as long as I know he is only in it for the physical aspect of the relationship.

 

Our First Threesome

The first time Kara came over for the evening... she wore a small simple spring dress with flowers all over it. There were little straps....hardly anything to keep the dress up honestly. You could tell she was not wearing a bra, her tits moving so easily under the dress. It just made me want to grab them. I had been smoking a little pot, (we live in la people) so I was a bit more loose than my significant other was. I could tell he was nervous and wouldnt start. He excused himself to the restroom for a moment. While he was away...it got a bit quiet. I turned and looked at Kara and said, "So... can I kiss you?". She said yes and I proceeded to move over to her on the couch. I started to kiss her, our teeth touched. It was odd kissing another person so passionately, but I liked it a lot. I straddled my legs and got on top of her. She pulled down my shirt so my breasts were exposed and just sitting out for view. At this point, my guy came out of the restroom. Im assuming his eyes got big. He came over and sat across from us, I could see him touching himself down there. We looked at him and grabbed him. He began kissing her as I pulled down her dress and began licking and sucking on her huge tits. Her huge tits made my normal size ones look like As. My 38Cs didnt stand a chance.

 After kissing for a minute or two and both of us enjoying her big breasts... I asked her if she wanted to go to the bedroom, to which she said yes. I walked in there, with no top on, her dress was around her waist. As soon as I sat down on the california king bed, she started pulling clothes off me and eating me out. I started to squirm as she tried to hold me down. "You're a squirmy one,aren't you?" and then giggled. I was never a big fan of getting eaten out, but I knew I might have to get used to this once I got into this lifestyle. But as I began to relax... I noticed how much I was really actually liking it. As her tongue pushed against my clit and rubbed against my lips I realized this whole time I had just been waiting for a girl to do it right....

My guy enjoyed watching us from behind. He went to go get a condom and put it on... Kara, pushed me back up further on the bed and kept eating me out as my guy came up from behind her and slid his throbbing hard cock in her wet little pussy. I felt her moan into my pussy... the vibrations were amazing. I looked up and saw him looking at me... We both smiled, acknowledging how we were both enjoying ourselves. I told him to give it to her good. Her moans were only louder and louder... I even at one point told her she was being too loud and how i didnt want my neighbors to hear. After a minute or two more of her eating my wet little pussy, I got up and let them enjoy each other. She ended up laying  down on her back and then I got on top of her and started to grab and suck on her. He came up from behind us and started to fuck me from behind... I started to drip all over Kara's little pussy... He took his cock out of me and strapped on a condom and shoved his cock into her pussy who was craving it this whole time. At this point I took a break to go clean up. I also wanted to give him a moment to fuck another woman without me being there. I wanted to walk in on him going nuts on a pussy... I was kinda hoping to walk in on a 69 or something..but he was laying on top of her sweating and moving that cock slowly in and out of her.  Enjoying every inch. I laid down on the bed and began masturbating beside her, while watching him... She began kissing me while he grabbed both of our tits... At this point... I began cumming....When they found this out, she flipped me over and told me to get on top of him. I put his cock in me and we started to move up and down. During this time, she was eating out my pussy at the same time. I looked down at him and mouthed "This is so fucking amazing'. And I felt like all I was doing was cumming...........While she was doing this, his hands were working like magic on her pussy. She creamed alllllll over his hand. There was just so much... I am still waiting to see her squirt... hehehhee